Well Dad...it's been the hardest month of our lives without you. We've had to say goodbye to your physical self and now we have to carry on and pick up the pieces, learning to live our lives alongside the gaping hole you have left. When you first passed I needed to just constantly look at photos of you, to grasp onto you and feel like you were still here for a minute but now when I go into your downstairs toilet in your house and see your smiling face up on the wall I have to look away as it's just too painful to face the fact you're not here with us anymore. But..as my wife pointed out to me the other day, you lost your dad around a similar age to me so you have given me all the tools to get through this because I watched you do it. I will always love you Daddy and will wait patiently until the day I get to run into your arms again. My first love and the only man I have and will ever truly love. Forever your little girl, Kalie-Kate Xxx